In the 1st hour of december........
all thots of last december came back...
who'd haf thot i'd be what i am now?

ExaCtlY A yr ago....

I was still a girl happily drenched in hope of meeting her love....
Yet sadly aware that this is only one sided....
Her love contain love for her no more....

Still stubborn and trying to be brave... she smiled... she laughed...
Concealing all her intentions, all her hopes that the smiles can make him stay and laughters to make love stay....

But heR kitE flew.... driftinG.... flying.... floatinG awAy effoRtleSsly......
too faR awaY to see heR smiLeS oR heAr heR lauGhteR..........
ToO fAr foR thE kiTe tO retuRn.....

e kiTe becAme aN eagLe...

an eagle who prefer hiS olD careFree liFe...

a soloist in liFe...

Now........

The eaGle looKs familiAr yet unFAmiliaR....

thE feelinG of beinG drenChed in hopE is loSt...

HoPe evApoRated with tiMe....

the smiLeS stiLL stAy, thE lauGhtEr stiLL hearD...

aLL froZeN frOm a yeaR agO to coVeR thE emptinEss anD miSSinG HopE.